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Farewell dinner with francis + bday celebration with florence :O

2009-10-17T23:54:00.006+08:00

we met up at 7pm and end at 1130pm, just some normal ktv session with dinner :) so long never go ktv , but everyone was pretty tired due to work, weird ambiance over there :s..i was hoping kaili was there to sing with me, miss her haha, everyone was like half dead :x...

urgh, quite fed up with my camera.... the quality of the pictures went so bad after i really look into it , so not much picture is taken..

Here is the birdday girl ~ florence fedelis~ hehe

And francis was caught too relaxed sitting on the sofa

they very bad one lo, im the one who organised everything and bought the cake, end up kena served with this....

fish ball cake... =.= and peitin got herself..

A nice piece of yam cake with fresh strawberry, roar!!

New lappy~

2009-10-17T23:39:00.003+08:00

Yeah, finally got my first personal lappy :)) hopefully with this lappy my uni life would be easier, it was always so inconvenient without a laptop :(

hihihihi

2009-07-21T01:33:00.003+08:00

long time never make a post le, nth special to post also :s... been busy lately , busy for lecture, final year project , quiz, assignment ....

=.= had a macroeconomics quiz today... zzzz this is totally crap.... regretted for wasting my time to read it because it's too easy... as in REALLY easy type of question... i think everyone got it all correct :)))) summore the lecturer dont really know how to teach one, he look at the demand and supply curve also will blur de lor,summore it's just the beginning of the lecture... dunno what will happen when going into deeper chapter... :x let's wait and see.

joke of the day.

2009-06-17T12:57:00.003+08:00

just now eating at sch's cafe heard a malay aunty said : '' may i pass away?'' (some1 was in her way)
=.='' funny :x i told bbd about this and he said , didnt you go and ask her :''any last words?'' lol :X

Culture unplugged : promote consciousness !

2009-06-08T00:02:00.003+08:00

Haha, my eyes are very tired! have been boiling drama porridge for 2 days, rosy business :x nice!! can watch it online on ykedwin website Hehe .

and then i came across to a film sent by my senior :s it's quite sad :(

View this movie at cultureunplugged.com

Pls share a thought for them if u're complaining abt how bad your food is.
We're all humans , they dont deserve to eat the leftovers!
If cant finish the food just order one plate and share with ur frens,
another plate donate to the poor one la diu...
Oh BY THE WAY, Humans are greedy , they maybe awake for like 10 minutes after seeing this and totally forget about this film later on.
Not only food, there are many things if we can tolerate a little bit more will definitely be better!

I'm not a saint anyway, dont puke because something liddat came out from me , dont puke, save the food! Hehe...

check your exam result

2009-05-25T19:56:00.004+08:00

im not sure whether it's still working or not, but try :)
1. Login to smp.
2. http://smp.ums.edu.my/smp/04_keputusan.asp?Userid=BS07110001&kodsub=0306&fungsi=W << change to ur matriks number.
3. Now u will see ur 3rd sem result? Dont panic, click file then save as.. , then at the ''save as type'' choose text file , save it .
4. And then search for the file , tadaaaa , ur result is inside. :)

*the result in the text file is quite messy, check for ur 4th sem subject, if dont have i cant help le~~ because i just tried today it doesnt work o , :( . good luck!

1st day of working

2009-05-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

Today is my first day working at UMS as RA - research assistant. UMS again lol =.= no choice, staying at home also do nothing, better find myself some work to do . Nothing much for today, the job is very sian ! cleaning glasswares , putting up tags .... but had some good talk with the seniors , they are very nice :)))) they shared abit of their experience with me, learnt something from them today :) gam xia.

suay!(2)

2009-04-06T01:42:00.005+08:00

i broke my spectacle accidently when taking bath...zzzzzzzz sian! this week sibei suay :(
summore promised friend to watch movie later , :S ... i used glue to stick it back so i can use it temporary ... lol like harry potter =.= suay week!

suay!

2009-04-06T01:42:00.003+08:00

waaaa, today damn suay! got back a report today , the comment wasnt good...
and then i left the classroom without noticing i left my pencil case over there,
alright then i rush back to take it and find out that my sci calculator and 3 thumb drives gone! zzzzzzz the rest is still there , =.= the theif only take valuable stuff...zzz sian! 2 of the thumb drive aren't mine! this weekend and to go and buy and return to my friend T.T and a calculator T.T ... cant do my work without a calculator... :s

T_T stressed

2009-04-06T01:42:00.002+08:00

omg, too long nvr post something nearly 4got my new password :s
walao eh, this semester damn busy lor T_T going 2am still preparing for my french oral test, so nervous, cannot ruin my language , hope at least can get an A- , because this is the last semester for foreign language, which will affect the overall result by alot ... T_T

arrr , stressed ... so i went to the internet and surf for something about french oral test :s and i found this... hahaha , it makes me relax abit...

lol =.= i wonder if i can do the same thing ahahahah ... my dog also called lulu, wad a coincident.. -_-'' and im wondering y the boy bring garlics to the exam room =.=

scary / pro?

2009-03-17T01:06:00.001+08:00

be thankful that she is not ur mom

Tagged by kai li! <3

2009-03-16T19:50:00.003+08:00

Last beverage → hundred plus
Last phone call → coursemate
Last text message → coursemate also -_-
Last song you listened to → david tao's sha tan
Last time you cried→ forgot

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → yes
Been cheated on → not sure
Kissed someone & regretted it → in real life no,but cyberly, like muacks YES.
Lost someone special→yup ....

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love →yup, :[

Laughed until you cried → no -.-
Met someone who changed your life → in a way, yes

Found out someone was talking about you → yup :) shy* LOL
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?→ many
Do you have any pets → nope,no patient for it
Do you want to change your name → abit
What time did you wake up today → 6am
What were you doing at midnight last night → assignmentss
Name something you cannot wait for → holidays!
The last time you saw your father→just now
What's one thing you wish you could change→ my size, :P
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → nope.
What's getting on your nerves right now → stupid assignments and tests
What's your name → Hii Bei Cheung
Elementary/Primary School→ SRJK Lok Yuk
Middle/Secondary School → SM Lok Yuk
High School → SM Lok Yuk/KKHS
Hair color → Black
Long or short → which part? short hair.
Are you a health freak → quite
or lefty→ yup, being left handed very inconvenient

FIRSTS :
First surgery → never
First piercing → nope
First best friend → in primary sch
First sport you joined → running, im serious
First pet → a dog, very cute, obedient and smart, gone in a stormy night :(
First vacation → i forgot

CURRENTLY :
Eating → nope
Drinking → nope
Waiting → for my nephews to get out from my room.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → not before im financially stable
Want to get married?→ maybe
Careers in mind? → alot, hehe..

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → no
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → yup...
Lost glasses/contacts → ya :(
Ran away from home → nop
Broken someone's heart → not sure
Been arrested → no -_-
Cried when someone died → yes

YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → abit
Miracles → nope
Love at first sight → nope
Heaven →yes
Kiss on the first date→ better not
Angels → Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → donno, kind of use to be single already :)
more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?→ no...
Do you believe in God? → yes

wa pro O.O

2009-03-15T01:01:00.002+08:00

take a look at this, when david archuleta was young (although he is still young now =.=) .. cute n pro! :D

and this 1! find britney spears , christina aguilera and justin timberlake..lol!

boring day

2009-03-15T00:47:00.003+08:00

went to watch dragonball evolution yesterday, this movie is super lame can ... (actually can tell by its poster) but no choice, some1 wan to watch.. lol :s ... i can say this is 1 of the worst movie i have ever seen in my life ...pls dont waste ur time and money on this movie ... :p

dont need to console me, but pls ask mi out more often, i just want to get myself busy so that i dun have extra time to recall of those sad things. :)

你离去那天突然倾盆大雨。

2009-03-09T11:33:00.005+08:00

haiz, 在短短几天内竟然发生了那么大的转变...
昨天到了警察局去接俊伟的母亲，之后我们去吃早餐，她吃到一半哭了...
过后我们去到了福禄寿，很多人在那里，很庆幸的是有些人已经开始释怀了。（不要再自责了，知道吗？？）
人有七魂六魄，昨天在灵堂里的七只麻雀是你的化身吗？？
我在灵堂外边的某一个角落站了好久，好久....一直望着灵堂前的照片，在想以后不会再看到这熟悉的脸孔了。已经好久没下雨了，站着站着突然下起了大雨，会是你在哭泣吗？？
让我们替你完成这三年的大学生涯，你当我们的守护天使好不好？ :) promise.

我们会想你的！

2009-03-08T00:08:00.003+08:00

我强忍着泪水，把assignment赶完，那条粉肠突然email来说extend to 13th of march 12am.
bro~ 你现在在哪里？
在我还没到医院之前我告诉自己不能哭，然而我做到了 ...
请你安心地上路！
每个人都知道我们俩在大学里比较要好，所以大家都叫我不要憋着，想哭就哭。我说：“我不能哭，你们也不准哭，不能让他看到我们难过!"
学校几乎每个角落都能让我想起你！只怪我们太常在一起了- 图书馆，宿舍，食堂，我们常去的McD,甚至我的车上都残留着你的踪影....还有...生日也会想起你，因为你的生日就在我前一天！
haiz, 从今天开始，我就要一个人到图书馆，一个人做report , 少了一个好伙伴！
你知道吗，刚在我收到了一个coursemate的sms，然后说要forward给全班人，我不由自主第一个就按了你的号码，想forward给你....
bro... 请你安心地上路。我不明白上天为什么这么早就把你给带走，是因为你人太好，他想把你留在身边吗？ :)
明天还会到医院一趟，我会尽力协助你爸和妈，请你放心！
虽然相识只有区区的两年多，但我相信我们每一个人永远都会记得你！

也顺便感谢其他人给与我精神上的支持，我想我会冷静下来，但还需要一点时间，谢谢你们！

.........

2009-03-07T21:55:00.002+08:00

im crying and trying to finish my assignment which we need to submit by 12am, what shit is this? very hard to type , eyes keep on blinded by the tears....

wake up pls! we're waiting for you!!!

2009-03-06T21:56:00.006+08:00

my fren is hospitalized this morning, he fell into a deep drain and is badly injured. when we was told that his liver is torn apart and in a critical stage , everyone bursted into tears.....his body even rejected the imported blood .... haizzzz

doctor said that even he is healed his brain could be damaged because of the time delayed for the blood to reach his brain.

never know things could end up to be like this when i received the call this morning, because i ever saw another friend fell into a drain, but he wasnt that serious.....
haiz....this afternoon got exam also but alot of ppl skipped it ...
pls help my friend ok , proceed to likas hospital 4th floor to donate blood at the tabung darah .... really donno why the hospital like this 1 , when we called alot of ppl come for donation they say enough blood already, when every1's gone they say not enough blood...zzzzzzzzzzz
wanted to donate blood just now but was found to be high BP, cannot donate -.- diao..feel so useless, cant do anything for him...
he is a close friend of mine in uni, normally he will call me up at night to ask about sch stuff... almost every night ...tonight my phone is so quiet .... not very use to it , hope he can call me now ...

pls wake up ok! all of us are waiting for u! u still have alot of things to do , dont leave it undone!!

what a talent.

2009-02-28T16:46:00.001+08:00

cool! hehe...

Careless me.

2009-02-27T00:58:00.007+08:00

ar, this post is to remind me to be careful on the upcoming exam, cant afford to lose those mark anymore! zzzzz ...

ok the thing goes like this , we were given a signals and we need to propose a chemical structure base on the signals , sounds easy but actually quite hard ...but the question showing 4 signals , 2 of the signals is actually a magnification of another 2 signals ...i didnt noe that, so all the while i thought the question given was 4 signals... (the lecturer did mention it was a 2 signals question but i wasnt listening! zzz...............)

2 signals is very easy ok .... dont even need 5 mins to solve it , so i end up took around 20mins to do that question and without writting any answer because there are no possible answer for it! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz fuck la ...very bad mood today in sch, like all the effort wasted -_-... hope im able to do better in the finale exam ! good luck to myself ba -_-

morale of the day : sit in the front during an exam so u can hear any instruction clearly by the examiner! Yes , i swear ill be sitting in the front in every exam from now and onwards...!!

haiz, sometimes feels really sian studying in uni, like ...no true friend at all :S every1 is taking granted on you , depending on u to do the group assesment , some people tend to choose the easier part to do , left up all the harder part for u, waiting for ur answer to let them copy.. arrr.. very sickening... i miss my kk friend :) dono they got miss me ma ..Hehe..

Oh, not to forget..today is brother's birthday, hope he is doing fine in taiwan ba , too many bad things happened on him -_- this year he ''fan tai sui'' so is quite an awful year for him..jia you ba!

Busy!

2009-02-22T00:55:00.002+08:00

woohoo, too many things need to be done in this 2 weeks! i better write down here so that i can alocate my time on these shits ..

23/2(monday) - analytical chemistry test! submit inor tutorial

24/2(tuesday) - scientific writting test(Dr.How)! do report!

25/2(wednesday) - submit report, submit analytical tutorial question!

26/2(thursday) - spectroscopy mid term paper!

2/3(monday) - Management midterm exam(chapter 1 -7) , french mid term exam , french assignment(le embouteillage)!!

4/3(wednesday) - another report need to be submitted!

6/3(friday) - unit operations mid term exam - read fluids!

8/3(sunday) - scientific writting assignment due - Dr. Zainodin.

omg, i think i left out something but dono what is it, so scary!

fuck lor , so many things ....!@#$%

stupid staff

2009-02-12T23:49:00.002+08:00

im starting to hate my uni.... the staff in the management department pls go n eat shit , keep wasting our time , they hv failed to register a course for mi , and now they keep pushing the blame to one another which makes mi run here and there.... zzz stupid lor...

i heard from my fren got 1 guy even funny , when he wanted to ask him some stuff the staff was playing friendster .. zzzz
Haiz , nvm ba , if everything is efficient that wouldnt be malaysia liao....

today waited for the lecturer outside his room for hours just to ask him about the course registration , dono where he gone to , hope he is still alive ba ... zzz dam pissed!

熟悉的陌生人

2009-02-07T17:51:00.003+08:00

有没有遇过，一个你非常熟悉，信任的人（可以是好朋友或情人），
突然变成一个你觉得非常非常陌生的人？？

我有 :S （没想到你也遇到了）....

这种人真的很恐怖，用尽一切办法来圆谎，
等等, 　我并不是说每个人不能有自己的秘密，但如果那个秘密会对那个人造成影响，我觉得有必要让那个人知道，不能因为说怕失去她而一直说谎。　
haiz.. 他们懂不懂因为自己的自私害了多少人？！
有些事情是瞒不了一辈子的，既然知道有一天会被识破,
为何要扛着一个计时炸弹在身上, 等它破了一切归零? 我不明白.. :s

先不提他们如何说谎，他们之前所犯下的错... :s
到底懂不懂什么叫责任....　无言-ing =.=
责任这东西，我其实还在学，也就是为什么我那么久还没有真正去找个对象(其实是没人要.. sad T_T) ,喜欢归喜欢吧，很担心自己做的不够好，耽误彼此的时间（自己衰就好，不要害人）..不过没关系，还年轻　:X 慢慢来...
所以不要再问我有没有女朋友了！很多好朋友和大学的朋友都在猜，也一直问我为什么不找一个　:s 烦不烦噢，买菜咩，随便选啊？哈哈　>_<　

也顺便奉劝各位，不要太相信身边的人，很抱歉这是一个事实，和你最亲的那一位往往是伤害你最深的。

haiz~~至少学会了去堤防某些人...不过也不能太过分，不然变得疑心重。。
=.= 做人很烦hor?

哎呀，写了又停，停了又写，发现中文退步了，词穷还有很多赘词，懒惰改　=.= 就酱post 吧....

Cousin Birthday~~

2009-01-05T08:21:00.006+08:00

ok last thursday went to little cousin's birthday , biao jie's daughter , ok calling her biao jie is abit weird becoz she is same age as mi , older than mi by few months only :s

here is she~~hohoho..happy birthday~! (1 year old)

i think her name is jie ying i dun quite remember >.< not i heartless but i think most of them oso dono o :s cuz ar when singing birthday song we all were like : happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! happy birthday to ....(silent)...! happy birthday to you!

this is my biao jie and her son :x same age as mi but she got 2 kids liao.. sad..i think i need to jia you le :s ...

oOOO and this 1 is my mom kena caught stealing the leftover cakes ..*cheapo* :X

ok i shall end it here XD

idol~~

2009-01-04T19:07:00.002+08:00

michael buble , my idol :X
he's funny hor? ^_^ like the ad-lib thingy ..hehe

Happy New Year~~

2009-01-04T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hello 2009! Let's say goodbye to 2008 , i personally really think 2008 stinks ..2008 sucks .. -.- alot of bad things happened ...
Hope every1 will have a good year ahead~~

Happy niu(cow) year~

5 mins personality test

2008-11-17T11:29:00.003+08:00

try it :) http://www.ipersonic.com/test.html

here is my result

Harmony-seeking Idealist (HI)

Harmony-seeking Idealists are characterised by a complex personality and an abundance of thoughts and feelings. They are warm-hearted persons by nature. They are sympathetic and understanding. Harmony-seeking Idealists expect a lot of themselves and of others. They have a strong understanding of human nature and are often very good judges of character. But they are mostly reserved and confide their thoughts and feelings to very few people they trust. They are deeply hurt by rejection or criticism. Harmony-seeking Idealists find conflict situations unpleasant and prefer harmonious relationships.

However, if reaching a certain target is very important to them they can assert themselves with a doggedness bordering on obstinacy.Harmony-seeking Idealists have a lively fantasy, often an almost clairvoyant intuition and are often very creative. Once they have tackled a project, they do everything in their power to achieve their goals. In everyday life, they often prove to be excellent problem solvers. They like to get to the root of things and have a natural curiosity and a thirst for knowledge. At the same time, they are practically oriented, well organised and in a position to tackle complex situations in a structured and carefully considered manner. When they concentrate on something, they do so one hundred percent - they often become so immersed in a task that they forget everything else around them. That is the secret of their often very large professional success.

As partners, harmony-seeking idealists are loyal and reliable; a permanent relationship is very important to them. They seldom fall in love head over heels nor do they like quick affairs. They sometimes find it very difficult to clearly show their affection although their feelings are deep and sincere. In as far as their circle of friends is concerned, their motto is: less is more! As far as new contacts are concerned, they are approachable to only a limited extent; they prefer to put their energy into just a few, close friendships. Their demands on friends and partners are very high. As they do not like conflicts, they hesitate for some time before raising unsatisfactory issues and, when they do, they make every effort not to hurt anyone as a result.

Hmm.. this is quite true about myself :) i dislike irresponsible , greedy and dishonest people :s especially those who betray their partner and hide themselves away from the problem they have made :p

Tagged!!

2008-11-16T23:33:00.004+08:00

Omg , Tagged by steph !! :S
this is wad i nid to do :
1)Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!.
2) DON’T change your clothes, DON’T fix your hair… Just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this

proof that i take this pic right after i saw her blog , wif my ''o.O-look'' staring at steph

hmm..the 5th instruction i cant leh :s i dun have 10 fren who do blogging and i seriously doubt they will follow !!

ok den , i ignore the 5th instruction :s see im so kind to my fren..

anyway, i guess my desk is much more interesting , as im studying and taking supper ,hmm msning as well :x presenting the messy guy's desk...

nice but sad,good lyrics :)

2008-11-11T10:46:00.004+08:00

突然好想你词曲:五月天阿信

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛著不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

事到如今终于让自己属于我自己

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你你会在哪里过得快乐或委屈

突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲变成两部悲伤的电影

为什么你带我走过最难忘的旅行

然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那么甜那么美那么相信

那么疯那么热烈的曾经

为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你你会在哪里过得快乐或委屈

突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛著不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决心自己过

没有你却又突然听到你的消息

学问，男人，女人之美？

2008-11-03T02:05:00.003+08:00

这应该是我在这星期收到最有趣的短讯。

学问之美，在于让人一头雾水； (很符合我现在面临考试的心情 :p)
女人之美，在于蠢得无怨无悔；
男人之美，在于说谎说得白日见鬼。 :p

lol..我知道我很无聊 .过两天就要考试了，加油加油！！ :p

Meaningful email :) Did i marry the wrong person?

2008-10-31T00:04:00.003+08:00

Wow, I like this email.....

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question.

She said,"How do I know if I married the right person?"

I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, "It depends. Is that your husband? "In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?" Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighingon your mind.

Here's the answer...

EVERY relationship has a cycle.

In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to Do anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love... Because it's happening TO YOU. People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that - expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.

But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when ithappens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage. At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?"

And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown.

People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment. Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, church, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it.

I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later.

Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the - expression "the labor of love."Because it takes time, effort, and energy.

And most importantly, it takes WISDOM.

You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work. Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable... you can "make" love.

Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"... Not just a feeling.

lol...

2008-10-28T09:34:00.004+08:00

Some ppl always pin the blame on God , ''y God let all the bad things happen to me?'' , funny ... did they ever praise the God when good thing happens? :s

They only remember God when misfortune happens , ''God please help me'' , always seeking help from God , ask urself wad can u do for God in the 1st place -_-''
Why dont you ask about the war instead, there are war all over the world , u think God cannot stop it? Of cause can , but God let the humans to decide , God will not do anything to stop it.

Pls bear in ur mind that everything happens with a cause , God serves u a walnut but God will not teach u how to open it , everything lies within urself, God will not help ppl who doesnt help themself , is that clear ? ^_^

wow, for the very 1st time i find myself so religious...anyway this post is actually refer to some1 who i dun think he will get to read this, dun worry :)

Darn , exam is coming , im supposed to be studying now!!! God please help me!! ;P

O.O

2008-10-26T01:21:00.003+08:00

nth much for today , but hor juz now when i was taking my bath i think i heard some1 is talking :s mom is slping , dad outstation no1 else is in the hse ... although not really scared but juz hope that the ''thing'' dun come n disturb mi :) i can be more evil than ''u'' .. :p

and then hor i got this cut on my hand which i dono i got it from where .. :s

bday celebration :)

2008-10-24T23:47:00.015+08:00

went for steamboat session with my uni frens :) we ate alot -_- i think the tauke sure vry shocked , hahaha... we reach early but we were the last table to leave the place..hahaha 1 lobster vs 4 fishes ..kekeke

All my frens from UMS - wei xiong , susanto , chok , me and Hon Eong :) actually that day was celebrating me n chok's bday :) wen qiang where r u??? i dun find u in any of the photo...

qi mi , ah ling and pepsi :)

Gan Bei! :)

and then we went Tanjung Aru beach :)

our cake :D

thanks peeps! :)

two of us been forced to take this very gay looking pic...!!!! damn it..hahaa...

hahahaaaa...anyway, happy bday to both of us ^_^''

ok the nex day i met flo and cynthia at damai upper star , they bought mi a small cake :) so sweet . florence's voice sounds like a man ...hahaha.. take a look at this , she didnt noe i was recording her she thought i wan to take a pic of her , she keep asking mi to press the button..hahaha

lol ...i still rmb that day when singing with her , she mocked at a girl that her voice sounds like a man , n now her voice oso turn out to be like this .. :p anyway, drink more water n take care :)

another funny thing is , some1 keep staring at this little angel's kuku for quite some time at the ceiling...hahahaa

check this out

2008-10-24T02:19:00.002+08:00

kai li show mi this in the midnite , haha, it's quite sad n true :s for those who have taken ur partners for granted..spare 5 mins to have a look at here.

read the lyrics as well , and start to treasure the person around u :) stop being selfish n irresponsible :)

21 yearsss oldddddd~~!!

2008-10-23T00:33:00.003+08:00

hehe im 21 finally :( soon will become more n more like an uncle ... thanks for all the wishes , muackies all! for those who dun remember ...u will get from mi someday.......... :))) jking nia , wish every1 is happy n healthy :)

went out wif ben dan :p

2008-10-22T10:11:00.009+08:00

Tonight went out with ben dan florence , ok she always say that im heartless , but this round ... looks wad i did~~? i gave her a suprise and bought her a cake to celebrate her late bday, becuz she wasnt in kk during her bday , and i think tat time she was probably clubbing around in kl :s... hehehehe...here r the evidence :]]]]

ben dan making her bday wish~~ she said she wants 2 wishes..greedy :s..after that we went to sam's house to give her an undies flo bought for her -_- blush.. den we went damai room 24 or 25 (i 4got the name despite always going there :s).. to have drinks over there.. we actually took quite alot of photo at tat night but most of them is in flo's camera due to my crappy camera didnt function well..duh...

This is me with my rainbow cube milky green tea , the taste is so so onli ... and then~ flo shows mi some old pic taken during her form 4 bday , lol ..that was like 5 yrs ago...time flies ... :s.. and then i stolen some pic from her ... heheheee.. look ...

aww...kai li and kai sing ^_^ they looks still the same now, still vry pretty :p it looks like beauty and the beast ..im the beast who trying to take advantage over them , look at my dirty hand ..LOL

After the drink we went to spot pub , florence wants to sing :) ...and coincidently we saw shirley nga :D so qiao... hmmm im still waiting for flo to email mi those photo we taken in spotpub so i can post it over here, we made some frens over there,frenly calvin and bao lung... :)

this 1 is the only clear image from my camera , we was picking songs and hving beers :)ok i noe alot of ppl saying tat im quiet im still learning to talk more ok ? give mi some time :) but then i prefer ppl like flo cuz she is talkative n silly hehehe....suddenly i miss every1 from lok yuk sec sch :) Ok ill end it here while waiting for flo to email mi the photo n off to study :)

some notes for myself.

2008-10-21T01:05:00.005+08:00

u got to be stronger n stronger :) no matter how many bad things happened recently...no1 can help u but urself, keep ur tears for some1 or something that worth for it k :] biggest lesson of my life : dun trust on any1 and dun rely on any1 anymore. Learning to be a selfish person ... :] evil grins* STOP BEING SOFT-HEARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

early bday gift! :)

2008-10-21T01:04:00.005+08:00

Today received the 2nd parcel from sfd -my bday gift :) so happy ,inside have a small box of salonpas becoz she noes my legs always pain :D so sweet , a 8Gb thumb drive which i always wanted despite having a 4Gb and 1Gb alrdy, and a lovely cross stitch made by herself (SFD BOLEH!!) , the 1st parcel was some biscuits and a small little cute piglet ..LOL .. :)) The cross stitch she spent alot of time on doing it , touched* really thanks alot :) muackies ..haha..

sianz

2008-10-21T00:52:00.002+08:00

was supposed to post alot of photo for the gala night..zzz but end up everything in a mess n i deleted everything..tmd..

一封至天国的信。Rest in peace my dear friend valerie.

2008-10-16T19:04:00.004+08:00

今天应该是美好的一天，得知自己的考试成绩还不赖，加上今天没课，心情很好。。直到这突如其来的消息。。心里一阵剧痛。。
你走了。。。

认识你有半年多，印象中是个活泼，乖巧的女孩，每次和你谈起话来，你总是“我爸说：。。。”这个， “我爸说。。。”那个。。说的头头是道的，非常乖巧。后来知道你要到美国去念书真的有点不舍，希望你会适应那里的生活。但是你到了美国后，每一次都和你谈上不多过半句话，你变得越来越静，越来越静。。你弟弟说你认为没有人关心你，傻孩子，我们大家都很关心你！！你听到了吗？！

hmm...我的房间有一点静，静得让我回想起你，felix 和我在一起的那一段日子。这份友情，虽然不长，但却刻骨铭心。坦白说，有一点想痛骂你一顿，但是事情到了这个地步，责怪谁也于事无补了，希望你能找到真正的解脱。

你放心地走吧，我会替你看好felix的（不会忘了你常叮咛我做的事），也要记得你的笑容，永远会留在我们的心中。
Your smile and laughter will always stay in my heart , good bye my dear friend , Valerie.

1st post!!

2008-10-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

starting a blog to drop down some important events and trivial things , hmm , and also to brush up my english n chinese (some1 told mi can but i doubt so lol) ok 1st , get to noe how to use it! :s i realise all the template not nice 1 -_- have to choose this 1 cuz i think it's the best of all the worst 1 =.=